Sta.sh
-In that World-
In this world the sky is always grey
And sharp bitter drops of rain
Slice through the darkened sky
Through me to this heart of pain
Puddles form and merge with blood
And the tears and rain-drops mingle
As I kneel in the rain,and watch in horror
My soul moans that which is inexpressible
Here before me my life it plays
Like a hated show known all too well
Simultaneously I watch His battered frame
Tortured..rack with endless pain each time I fell
In torrents,watery pain streams down my face
As the ghastly tale is told
Hanging limply on that tree...
Holding scarecly onto life
Saw Him yet as though I hadn't see
I continued hurting him...hurting me...
Inflicting fatal scars
Promises broken...tossed aside and disregarded
His blood forming puddles at my feet
Yet I add mine own to the scarlet flood
As I hurt Him...hurt me
For my pleasure...for my gain
Yet truly only causing pain
engraining deep...rejections..fear
I spat in His face I didn't care
I kneel now in this pouring rain
Slowly going, slowly turning insane
No going back...can't change the past
Can't rectify this wrong
Silently..mournfully..
My heart ends its reckless song
No more..no more
Remove from me
This hateful heart...
This lustful me
These tainted thoughts
Ignored your death
This one who knew
Yet turned and left
Take me from this darkened place
Forgive me for this wrong
Consume the very thing that's me
Replace this with your song
May I speak your name
Run into the rain
To grasp those dying souls
For as they are
I know i was
And I know they long for more
So know the crimson flood it flows
And converts these tears to joy
And I know I'm forgiven for all
The adverse things I once enjoyed
And as this darkened sky transforms to blue
And the rain turns from cold cruel darts
To form a flood...to flow a river
Of holy rain and holy blood
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probably cos its old n not the best written.. still sincere though.